Monthly Archives: January 2011

F*ck Dudes, Get Money.

I got a little pissed off today, thanks to some piece of shit.

Men are really starting to disgust me, and I hate to be that girl who loses faith in all men and all of humanity but sadly im becoming this way. There is this guy I know and he’s a total PIG. He’s a BEAST. Can’t really go into it here without explaining the entire story, something else I can’t without giving up info on my personal life, which is not something I like to disclose.

Anyway, I’m starting to think all men cheat. Well obviously, I don’t mean all men, because of course not every man on Earth is an animal, but I’m thinking a lot are and ‘a lot’ is just too fucking many. Even the nice men I meet are still low-down dirty dogs. Shit. There goes my dreams of marriage! I will NOT be getting married in this world! I’m thinking my new motto is going to be like how most men think, instead of “fuck bitches, get money”… well, you do the math.

I digress. Here is my latest video where I talk about how pigs men can be. I also talk about sexual harassment, violence agaist women, my experiences being harassed and some adversity my friend faced in her interracial relationship.

Triple Movie Review!

I like movies, you like movies! I’m a film major, you for the most part, are probably not. So who better than to over-state their knowledge in film than me?!

I am now adding another category to the site (as if I didn’t have enough already, right?) and it will be movie reviews! Something I used to do on my old blog. Now I don’t watch TV… like at all, and all I do is watch movies really, so I can’t reivew every single movie I watch, so, I’ll reviews ones I deem worthy, or in others words, if I damn well please.

Anyway, check out my quick reviews since it’s a triple of the movies Just Wright, The Dilemma and Tangled after the jump!

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Mustache Be Gone!!!

Check out the latest video from my channel about having a mustache!! Lol.

My next video however is going to be quite more serious however. Maybe my next 2 actually… for sure my next video is going to be about violence against women/people in interracial relationships after some things hat happened to my friend and I. Quite horrifying stuff actually, and after that video I’m to post one about infidelity, though I don’t know if that is going to come immediately.

Anyway, check out the channel–rate, comment and subscribe!

Short Story: The Rewrite

Hey people!

So now I’m going to post a short story I wrote about a year ago. It’s actually a rewrite of another (terrible) short story we read in creative writing called “Story” by Lydia Davis. No seriously, she called it “Story.”

I actually got a decent grade on it, either and A- or B+, and I enjoyed writing it as well. Anyway, critique it and let me know what you think!

Also, I would really like to continue with this… does anyone have any ideas for a short story?? Or rather, why don’t you post a prompt and I’ll write about it! I need to get back into writing. Anyway, enjoy the story after the jump!

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Pounding Pavement.

So tomorrow I start back my diet again, wish me luck!

I will be pounding pavement once again, from Chinatown to 42nd street, though I’ll likely be going to 49th. I’ve got a fridge full of healthy foods and disposed of all garbage.

Let’s go!

Fallen off the wagon.

Guys, I have fallen off the wagon. 😦

Being in Delaware, as usual when I’m on a diet, has set me back in my weightloss ‘Journey to Sexy.’ It has a lot to do with how my father has run the household since we were kids: he was a single parent, I went to school in the city (30 mins from home), my dad got out of work late and we often ate out… needless to say, such a habit has continued into my adult years. I have found the only way effective for me to lose weight is to stay my ass in New York.

Anyway, it brings me regret to inform you I have gained back the weight I lost. This fact makes me sad, but it also gives me encouragement to take my ass back home and work twice as hard to get it off. On Monday, it will be 2 weeks before I must return to school, in which time I plan to lose close to 20lbs. I know my body, and I know for a fact that as soon as I get back to NY and go back to how I was regularly eating (under 2,000 calories per day [non-diet]) I will drop 5lbs, trust me, I’ve been struggling with my weight for years, I know what I’m talking about. From there, I will then work my ass off to lose the last 15 (roughlt 7lbs per week) until school.

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Video for the Cock Suckers! (This is Me)


Here’s my latest video! It get’s all gushy and sentimental in the beginning but then I shake it off and go back to my normal self lol. I wanted it to seem a little hokey and broken in the beginning to contrast with the 2nd half, which I thought turned out great, but boy was editing a bitch! I recorded a lot of the footage out of order.

It’s kind of funny though because I had another version of this video, where the 2nd half was me sitting in a chair, my father was holding the camera and I was talking about the “cock suckers”, and I rendered it and uploaded it, even got 7 “likes” and 3 comments all within an hour of having the video up, but I decided that the video was overly-sentimental and I didn’t want the trolls to think they got to me… it just seemed like I was sad about it.

Not by a long shot, lol. Some of the best (nasty) comments I’ve gotten include:

“This female is not black, she is a filthy hybrid born to a nasty white woman (aka cave bitch) yuck” -DeportAnchorBabies

“why is your bent nose so far from your forehead, and why is your face so wide, whuzzuP wit dat?” -NatTurnerIsAlive

There are loads more but  I’m too lazy to find them, anyway, check out the video and rate, comment then subscribe!

What a wonderful day….

I had a wonderful day yesterday!

The night before I was actually at a friends house (who had NO FOOD YOU RAT BASTARD!) and I hadn’t slept at all… I don’t know if I mentioned this but I don’t particularly sleep at night. I’m usually up from sundown until sun-up and then some. Yes, my sleeping times are FUCKED up, and being at someone else’s house didn’t help, anyway, after I left his house, I went to Manhattan to handle some of my biz-NASS and started out in Chinatown (I needed exercise for the day), from there I got bubble tea and walked to Union Square and from there I walked to 34th street Manhattan. Now, it was quite chilly, however… boy did I take a lot of pictures. I’m sure everywhere I go NYCers are like “look at this tourist chump taking pics of everything.” Sigh. If only you could see what I see.

I got something to eat from K-town (all good stuff, don’t worry :)), and then went on my merry way to the post office which is the size of a courthouse for no damn reason, (well, at least I hadn’t seen one) and from there proceeded Grand Central Station where I was going to catch the train–I was kind of happy about it too since I had never been there! A funny thing happened on my way though: one thing I like to do is on red lights, stand in the middle of the intersection to take pictures of the cars and background in the city, and I did this, then as I turned this building caught the corner of my eye–it was so pretty! As I flipped around and threw my arm in the air to snap the picture and handsome guy stopped short when I turned around and gave me the biggest smile when he saw me taking the picture. It was great. Things like that keep me going.

Check out a quick slide-show of the photos I took and then you can see the pictures in full resolution after the jump! Some of them were just snapshots and others had artistic intent, I’ll let you decide which is which.

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Can someone please tell me why when I Googled “bi-racial blonde hair” I got this picture?

Check it out after the jump!

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Meeting TearsNoMore87!

Sup y’all!

Just wanted to post my latest video where I meet TearsNoMore87! We became friends through Youtube–amazing. Lol. She’s my first Youtube friend, though of course I have acquaintances on there. Here is a video of us in the car, it’s a bunch of bullshit but watch it anyway ’cause I say so!

And isn’t that picture above great?! I saw it while walking towards St. Marks, I forget what street it was on but I thought it was great and is really appropriate to my life right now lol. Girlfriend looks ferocious!

Please go to the actual video to rate, comment and subscribe!